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Этого следовало ожидать. Я заболела!!! Мерзкое состояние! Бессилие полное, слабость во всем теле, беспомощность. Лежать бы целыми днями в постели, спать и просыпаясь слышать его бархатный голос! Наконец-то, я дождалась его альбома! Стоило столько ждать! Он меня не разочаровал. Спасибо тебе, родной! Мечтаю теперь попасть на твой живой концерт! (Как когда-то желала концерта ЛИ))) Но , увы, я уверена , что в России твоего сольника не пройдет((( д а и хер меня кто пустит на ТВОЙ концерт.
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1. TEENAGE WILDLIFE -
2. HAVE IT ALL -
3. LONDON -
4. GORGEOUS -
5. WHAT IF -
6. DRIVE BY LOVE -
7. LOVE CRAZY -
8. SINCERELY YOURS -
9. I QUIT -
10. I HATE IT WHEN YOU'RE GONE -
11. WHAT IT DO -
12. MR.A(Japan Bonus Track) -




ЛИРИКАTeenage Wildlife
She’s gonna flash her eyes
Under moon lit skies
He’s gonna meet her there
Under the exit sign
Yeah they both look good
They need to be seen
He’s a James Dean rebel
She’s a beauty queen
Let’s dance
She wants to go all night
He wants to make no sense
She wants to feel his kiss
It’s so much better tense
She said trip the lights
That’s what she said
And now she’s in his head
She’s in his head
Let’s dance
And let the world fall apart
He says
(Chorus)
I need you tonight
Let’s howl at the moonlight
I’ll say it two times
I love you, I love you
‘Cause it feels right
Savage and civilized
Like teenage wildlife
I love you, I love you
She said
I get so bored living in this place
We all need to go where the music plays
All night
So let’s dance
He said life’s a cage let’s jump the fence
All I want is you and let’s forget the rest
Let’s dance
And let the world fall apart
‘Cause
(Chorus)
And we fall from the sky
When we hear the sound
Go on for miles
But won’t hit the ground
Don’t be afraid
They can’t catch us now
‘Cause baby we are teenage wildlife
And
(Chorus)
I love you, I love you
Have It All
I want to have it all, happiness and love all around
Always wanted finer things, but all that money brings is me down
Gonna walk around in your head, it’s time to start moving
And do what you said
Gonna walk around in your head, don’t know where you’re going
But you know where you stand
(Chorus)
‘Cause everybody walks alone, they feel like they don’t belong
If only you try, then you can have it all
But you need to let go, of everything you know
If you live and let die, then you will have it all
Some people let it in, while others let the moments pass them by, oh why
And there’s never any question, it was always right in front of your eyes, oh why
I’m gonna walk around in your head, you know where you’re going
And you know where you stand
(Chorus x2)
And I’ll wait for you now, while you turn things around
I will wait for you now, to be ready, where you are
‘Cause everybody walks alone, and they feel like they don’t belong
If only you try, then you can have it all
But you need to let go, of everything you know
If you live and let die, then you will have it all
London
When I wake up, in the sunlight, and look into your eyes
And I hold you for a little while, then I see behind your smile
I remember how beautiful I used to think you are
Now the only love that meant something is gone
(Chorus)
I should have let you go, when I saw that it was over in your eyes
What do I have to do, to get rid of you?
I’ll be better on my own
Now I miss the sun, but as long as I’m with you
It’s just another rainy day in London
Just another rainy day in London
I still hold on to the memory, of how we were meant to be
And I wonder did you ever care?
You were never there for me
I thought I was stronger, but then why am I here
When there’s nothing left to say?
When the only one that meant something is gone
(Chorus)
I remember how beautiful I used to think you are
(Chorus)
Gorgeous
Hey you, you’re beautiful and I don’t mind
You know I wanted you for such a long time
Don’t think I don’t notice your wondering eyes
Keeping options open for the sexier guy
You’re in love with yourself don’t want anyone else to be caught up with you in the spotlight
Girl you know I’m the best, I can beat all the rest but you can’t see it
(Chorus)
Don’t you know I’m gorgeous, sexier than anything
Gorgeous, so much more than I can bring
You can’t see it, don’t you know I’m gorgeous
I love myself more than I love you, baby
Baby, I know it’s hard to understand
That I’m the sexiest, the freakiest of men
Don’t think I don’t notice when you open your thighs
Is it for me or for the sexier guy
You’re in love with yourself don’t want anyone else to be caught up with you in the spotlight
Girl you know I’m the best, I can beat all the rest but you can’t see it
(Chorus)
You got a sexy ass girl, a sexy ass girl
Unlike no other I’ll do you right
You got a sexy ass girl, a sexy ass girl
Unlike your mother your p**** is tight
You got a sexy ass girl, a sexy ass girl
(Chorus)
Gorgeous, gorgeous

What If
What if the sun never rose again
What if the sky turn from blue to red
What if the love we once had was never there
What if you told me you loved me but you didn’t really care
(Chorus)
I’ll be missing the long walks with you in the rain
Until I remember all the pain
There’s nothing to live for with you anyway
I couldn’t take another day
But what if I’m wrong
There won’t be anyone, not anyone
Won’t be anyone’s lips to kiss good night
I’ll be wishing I was there to hear you cry
But what if I’m wrong
There won’t be anyone, not anyone
I’ll be left all alone to wonder why
I’ll be wishing that I never said goodbye
What if
What if I knew what could have bee
What if you said you were sorry, then
Would it make a difference
‘Cause you don’t change you keep blowing all your chances
And if I left would you come to your senses
‘Cause I’m gonna turn and walk away
(Chorus)
What if
What if
What
I’ll be missing the long walks with you in the rain
Until I remember all the pain
There is nothing to live for with you anyway
But what if I’m wrong
What if I’m wrong
But what if I’m wrong
There won’t be anyone, not anyone
Won’t be anyone’s lips to kiss good night
I’ll be wishing I was there to hear you cry
But what if I’m wrong
There won’t be anyone, not anyone
I’ll be left all alone to wonder why
I’ll be wishing that I never said goodbye
What if

Drive By Love
Super fly, black hair, swinging out everywhere
I touched you and my heart stopped, now I know I’m totally f***ed
I’m gonna take you in my car, let you give me a ride
Down below, quick or slow, I’ll let you decide
And if you get too serious I’ll tell you goodbye
Girl you better realize
This ain’t nothing but a drive by love
Drive by love
Drive by love
Drive by, drive by
A drive by la la la la la la la la la love
La la la la a drive by
La la la la la la la la la love
A drive by love
We went a little too fast, it threw me back on my ass
I can’t believe I did this, let it happen with just one kiss
So tell me what to do, if it happened to you
Would you wanna give it up or would you follow it through
And I fell in love and now I’m totally screwed
I guess I should have realized
This is more than just a drive by love
Drive by love
Drive by love
Drive by, drive by
A drive by la la la la la la la la la love
La la la la a drive by
La la la la la la la la la love
A drive by love
So tell me what to do, if it happened to you
Would you wanna give it up or would you follow it through
And I fell in love and now I’m totally screwed
I guess I should have realized
It’s not a drive by love
La la la la la la la la la love
La la la la a drive by
La la la la la la la la la love
A drive by love
Drive by love
Drive by love
Drive by love
Drive by, drive by
Love Crazy
I was walkin’ down the street with my guitar, (oh)
You pulled up next to me in your fancy car
She said take me to the places where your horses run free
Baby if you know how to ride you can ride me
Said if you wanna rock I got a condom in my pocket
She said baby you’re the key so come and unlock it
It’s just that easy, to please me
(Chorus)
So let’s make it baby, you and me baby, we can do it alright
If love is crazy let’s go crazy we can do it alright
We can do it alright
Believe me girl
We barely made it down the street we didn’t get far
It doesn’t matter where I go there you are
Said she’s a sexy thriller dressed in black and red
Girl’s so f***in’ cool even wears her shades to bed
It’s just that easy, to please me
(Chorus)
Oh my goodness oh my gracious, take me home down to the basement
On the floor on the pavement wake the neighbors let’s make a statement
Let ‘em watch let ‘em stare
Put your legs up in the air smack that ass
And pull your hair take a picture man I don’t care
You play checkers I’ll play chess then we’ll see
Who moves the best you’re the teacher
And I’m the pet shut up let’s…sex
We can do it alright
Believe me girl
So let’s make it baby, you and me baby, we can do it alright
If love is crazy let’s go crazy we can do it alright
(Chorus)
We can do it alright
We can do it alright

Sincerely Yours
I burn the pages in my head
But the memories are so clear
A thousand words still left unsaid
And you never shed a tear
You say that you want to be close to me
So how does it feel
(Chorus)
Now the tables have turned, you can learn how to live without me
Live without me
Pictures up on the wall, suddenly now you’re all about me, all about me
Where were you when I needed you, only thing that I learned from you
Is how to walk out the door, sincerely yours
Now I’m a man, out on my own, I am not ashamed
You broke my heart, you stole my pride
All you left me was my name
I know you wanna be in my shoes, so how does it feel
(Chorus)
I just want to forgive and forget all about you, why can’t I just move on
From this place in between loving and hating you, nowhere to belong
I burn the pages in my head
But the memories are so clear
(Chorus)

I Quit
You’re always bringing me down
Why did I always stick around
You tell me how to feel, tell me what to say
Say I got to see things your way
Gotta make a change
Gotta get away from my biggest mistake
(Chorus)
It’s been a long time coming to this
Oh wait don’t tell me this is finally it
I got my pride to think about
My whole life to sort it out
You can’t fire me
I quit
How does it feel to be wrong
Stuck on stupid for so long
So why you gotta yell, don’t you think I hesrd
You always wanna have the last word
You say you’re gonna leave but let me be the first
To hit you right where it hurts
(Chorus)
I can’t believe that I
Put up with all the lies
The fights
The sleepless nights
Now baby it’s my time
Gotta move on with my life
It’s been a long time coming to this
Oh wait don’t tell me this is finally it
I got my pride to think about
My whole life to sort it out
You can’t retire me
You don’t inspire me
You can’t fire me
I quit
You can’t fire me
I quit
I Hate It When You’re Gone
I hate it when I come home and you’re already asleep
I hate it when you throw things out without talking to me
I hate how you’ve come to expect I’ll let you down
I hate the way you seem to always make us late
You pick a fight and I take the bait
I hate the way you keep it so cold in this room
I hate how you steal the covers
I hate how you fight with your mother
But more than your favorite song
(Chorus)
I hate it when you’re gone
Yeah I hate it when you’re gone
I hate it when I ask if I’m the best that you had
You answer too slow, and then you turn your back
I hate it when you compare to others that came before
I hate the way you whisper to your friends on the phone
The way you can make me feel so all alone
I hate it when I feel like we’re trying too hard
I hate when you’re lost in the TV
And I need you and you barely see me
But more than admitting I’m wrong
(Chorus)
It’s always
It’s never
You roll your eyes and say whatever
I just go along
I just go along
I hate just how much I adore you
I hate that I can’t be there for you
And more than admitting I’m wrong
I hate it when I see you crying
You say you’re okay but you’re lying
And more than the dark hates the dawn
(Chorus)

What It Do
Girl you got it going on, your lips your legs your beautiful eyes
You’ve got attitude, I’ll tell you straight it’s something I like
I won’t deny that I can’t live without you
(Chorus 1)
It’s me and you baby, what it do, know that you’re not alone
Don’t do it on your own
It’s so true baby, what it do, it’s time to realize won’t let you fantasize
Am I getting through
What it do
Smoking, drinking, sex no thinking that today I might get it right
If I had to choose, I’ll give it up ’cause that’s what it do
I’m getting high, now I’m addicted to you, oh yeah
(Chorus 1)
(Chorus 2)
You want it, you got it, you want it, you got it, you got it, you want it
You want it, you got it, you want it, you got it, you got it, you want it
You want it, you got it, you want it, you got it, you got it, you want it
You want it, you got it, you want it, you got it, you got it, you want it
I’m getting high, now I’m addicted to you, oh yeah
(Chorus 1)
(Chorus 2)
Mr. A (Japan Bonus Track)
When I step into the club everybody shouts hooray (a)
Walking down the street they’re throwin’ me my own parade
And when I close my eyes I see everyone lookin’ at me
Don’t ask me why never have to try so
(Chorus)
Let me introduce you to the coolest guy I know
You’ll go (hello hello)
I’m unstoppable (hello hello)
So damn lovable
Even if you think you’ll find someone he’ll never be just like me
Hello, hello
I am Mr. A
They would think that you’re insane not to wanna know name
After lookin’ in my eyes you will never be the same, no
What exactly do you think you’ll find on the other side
So go ahead and try, ’cause I am that guy so
(Chorus)
Lalalalala
Lalalalala
I’m everything, you can’t stop me
I look so good
I look so fine
I know you would
You’d cross this line
I am Mr. A
I am Mr. A
(Chorus)
I look so good
I look so fine
I know you would
You’d cross this line

@музыка: AJ McLean- What if

@настроение: И гавнистое и конфетное , благодаря Санюне))))

@темы: Music, Wishes, Саня McLean, Лирика, афоризмы, крылатые выражения., Я,

Совсем забросила свой днев(((
В нет выползаю раз в день и то не надолго.
Вечно чем -то занята, а если есть свободное время, то сплю.)))
Вот послезавтра у Заура ДР . Чем его гостей занимать??? Ума не приложу.
Пацанам уже по 11-12 лет. С ними как раньше в игрушки не поиграешь(((
Короче, чем взрослее детки, тем проблемнее ...
На улицу тоже не выгонишь в подвижные игры поиграть. Холодно!
Не знаю!!! Не знаю!!! не знааааааю!!!

@темы: Семейство даунов, Я,

Итак,твой мир- волщебство для одного

Ты живешь в своих фантазих и мыслях,не частно выныривая на поверхность. Тем немногим,кому повезет пообщаться с тобой, кажеться, что ты знаешь какие-то тайты и секреты мира,неизестные никому. В твоих глазах счастье и спокойствие, мудрость и обещание волшебства. Но ты ни с кем не поделишься, просто потому что тебе и в голову не придет. Тебе слишком хорошо одной в совей волшебной сказке,чтоб делить ее с кем-то.

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Как же он меня достал, своей тупостью. Разве нормальный тактичный человек будет предъявлять что-то своей жене при посторонних? Ненавижу! Одним поступком может убить все чувства, которые кажутся бесконечными. Как говорится, свои мозги не вставишь

@темы: Семейство даунов, Муж, Я,, Депрессия

На улице с утра было + 10! Я охренела когда вылезла в окно снимать белье ! А сейчас уже +13 !Весна настоящая!))) Настроение сразу поднялось!
Блин, Аленки нет!!!! Можно было бы погулять, такая возможность! Эх! Она только послезавтра прилетает. А меня Арсик собирается в Ташкент. Я тоже хочу ему на хвост упасть. Но он сопротивляется, поросенок!))) А то прогулялись бы денька три по красоте ташкентской. Там тоже тепло. +15. Может еще согласится??? Посмотрим.

@музыка: BSB -Best that I can. (красивая песенка)

@настроение: Замечательное...

@темы: Муж, Wishes, Я,, Друзья

Все было просто замечательно! Я счастлива! Никакой депрессии!!!Ураааа!!!Олечка,девочка моя!!!!Я тебя обожаю! Ты самый милый человечек на свете!!! Уже скучаю! По нашим разговорам, по нашим дооолгим поездкам в метро, по Люське. Хочу все повторить )))

И , кстати , о Бэках ! Все прошло прекрасно. Руки у ребят мягкие и теплые!!! Ааааааааааа!!! Я в восторге! Сбылась мечта идиота))) Полный отчет вечером. Сейчас ,к сожалению нет времени

@настроение: Сумашедше - прекрасное!!!Аааааааааааааааа!!! Я такоооой счастливый!!!

@темы: Бэкстрит бойзыыыыыыы, Wishes, Я,, Ольчик,

Получила смс от Юли:
"Этот старый помятый пердун-чмо!Мудак и уродище поганое"
На мой вопрос"Что случилось? Вы их встретили?"
ответила: " Парни были в курсе.Ховка подглядывал, такой счастливый . Вышел Карт и остановился.А помятый(имеется ввиду Брай)вылетел и поскакал злой.Алекс вышел, остановился и спросил где русские девчонки и все за Бри ушли и уехали(((("
И последнее сообщение " Алекс и Хов такиииииие!!!У Алекса голос! Аааа! Это вообще. Прощай мозг!!!"
Господи, спасибо тебе, что в Москве нет саунда. Я бы этого не перенесла!
Так что Бэки уже в России! А я завтра полечу. День у меня был страшный. если сказать, что насыщенный, то значит не сказать ничего. Еще много дел впереди. Сумка не собрана. Дома свинарник.

@темы: Бэкстрит бойзыыыыыыы, Саня McLean, Я,, Друзья

У меня поднялось давление. Как все серьезно!!! Дуура!!! Ненормальная! Правильно говорит муж:" Была одна *бнутая во всем городе и та мне досталась!))))"Юля занята , не может со мной говорить-я переживаю))) Дел по дому куча недоделаных-у меня нервы. Кошмаааааааар!!! Бэки ,вы меня в могилу сведете!

@темы: Бэкстрит бойзыыыыыыы, концерт бородача,, Я,

Три часа перед монитором)))
Нда! Замеееерзла !
Пойду выпью горячего чаю)

Уже близко

@темы: Я,

17 дней!!! Блин! Две недели всего!!!!

@темы: Бэкстрит бойзыыыыыыы, Wishes, Я,